Mornin' All!!!

So I haven't been to sleep yet cause I've been revamping my album, The Capricorn Chronicles Vol. I: The Butterfly Effect to be my diary. Yes, I'm going to make that album, all my emotions and feelings, stresses, highs, lows....you name it I'm going to convey it musically. I was inspired by a number of things...two most import. My brother Jason and a track that the super producer extraordinaire, Deal Dolla, did called "On the Way"...shit is tough...expect that on Exposure when it drops it's gonna be a problem. I want to state now I don't give a fuck who takes this album personally...it's for me. I love music and it has done me absolutely no wrong in the years we've spent with each other. So finally, after years of play pimpin', I'm gonna wife her. Do what the fuck I should have been doin all along, making this for us.

Let me tell u bout the bullshit at Rebel!!!

So as aspiring artist we are always trying to find new venues to perform. Cion found something on Facebook about a show which was kinda like the feel of the Black Lilly. Obviously, I was down. So we, along with Brokn.Englsh enthusiest Sean came out and the show started with two kids from Rochester rapping about their balls...THEIR BALLS! Needless to say the show went on to showcase Jesse Boykins III, who was dope...the sound man fucked up his set, but he was still dope. Then some gay LL Fool J, Dan from Def Jam Vendetta lookin guy gets up and his back up singer starts suckin his dick instead of doing his role, singing harmony, and shutting the fuck up!!! Man, what a night!!!

Good Morning...Newark!!

Today is thursday, one of my two favorite thursdays of the month...payday! I have a lot to get done with this particular check so..I'm gonna do it. Manage the money so this next check (which will be incredibly stife) won't have to stretch as far. Anyway...how is everyone in blogger land??

Why I Hate March...

First for everyone who was born in this retched month, I am sorry your conception landed around forged your journey into the world around this particular time of year. I hold a particular disdain for the month of March because it was in this month that I made one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made in my life, which by the way says a lot for situation. In the month of March I started dating my ex-girlfriend, who prior to that had been my best friend. I don't know how many people have very close people to them in their lives. I am blessed to have many close friends who I consider siblings more than friends. But honestly... I had one best friend...that was my ex. I wasted years of our lives, being there for each other through thick and thin, over the inane search to find the "one". Now in my own defense, she made the situation a lot worse by being the selfish, childish, and stubborn person who I knew she was..., but regardless as a friend...there weren't many people who I confided in as deeply as I confided in her. I shared deep parts of myself with her that I shared with no one else. The longer this month goes on...the more I think about that day and how my entire life changed. Fuck March...