Why I Hate March...

First for everyone who was born in this retched month, I am sorry your conception landed around forged your journey into the world around this particular time of year. I hold a particular disdain for the month of March because it was in this month that I made one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made in my life, which by the way says a lot for situation. In the month of March I started dating my ex-girlfriend, who prior to that had been my best friend. I don't know how many people have very close people to them in their lives. I am blessed to have many close friends who I consider siblings more than friends. But honestly... I had one best friend...that was my ex. I wasted years of our lives, being there for each other through thick and thin, over the inane search to find the "one". Now in my own defense, she made the situation a lot worse by being the selfish, childish, and stubborn person who I knew she was..., but regardless as a friend...there weren't many people who I confided in as deeply as I confided in her. I shared deep parts of myself with her that I shared with no one else. The longer this month goes on...the more I think about that day and how my entire life changed. Fuck March...